Well I guess I'll update every body. I'm still in Houston, and now since i got this thing for my shoe I can walk again. Now that I can walk I'm just getting stronger and practicing my walk. Every day it gets harder and Harder, but everybody knows me I'm too stubborn to give up and do what people tell me too. I get asked the same question all the time; does your near death experience make you look at life differently? Nope, I still think if i don't like you and you make me mad your going to get whats coming to you. I still think I'm the sexiest person in the world (Yes i do have a big head). I also still feel the same way about all my friends well besides a few different things..I have a lot of respect for everybody I know and I talking about the people I don't like too. I mean if you want respect you have to give respect, but if you step out of line I'll show you some act right. Two good things that came from my car accident:

1. Dee is in a better place. Yea i know some people don't agree with some of his choices like having a baby or treating some people the way he did, but thats what we all loved him and still do love him for.....being his self. Yea Dee didn't wait until he go married to have sex or kids we all make mistakes, but those who judge are no better. You and can look down on him, but thats the chance we all make having sex. Yea some of us are lucky that we made it through high school being promiscuous and not having any kids...Because believe it or not condoms don't always work. Others are really Blessed if they actually save them sleeves for marriage. I peersonaly am not one of those people.

2. I found out who my real friends were. The same people who were there with me before the accident and stay with and keep me in there prays after the accident and those who were still around after I got out of the hospital. Those people (all 10 million of them) could have left me high and dry and said screw CuShun, but know of them did. Yea i lost a few hundred un needed friends but I also gain a a few thousand new ones. People i didn't know prayed for me...The friends i did know and that knew what hospital i was came to see me . My other frineds who didn't know where i was serached for me and keep me in their prays. For the friends who yelled at me after seeing me again and find that i was ok. I will never scare you guys again well not like that atleast.

Those are my thoughts...So I'll finish with this I have a strong belief in my God. So that means I have to be nice to you or just not talk to you, BUT I also believe in Malcom X's dream....So if you step out of line...Lets say I won't be the best Christian, but I'll pray for you after given you a heavenly beaten.

Superman

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Wow today is a great day. My cousin just called me and said that her best friend wants to date me. Of course i know what the girl already looks like because she showed me a pic of the girl yesturday. So tonight me and her friend Tasha are going to a resturant that I never been to because I don't live in Texas. So I hope they have good food. Then after that shies suppose to take me to some jazz club where people perform live. So thats whats up. And for those who don't know... Me and Valerie broke up Sunday. I mean at first I didn't want her to leave but now its like she can do what she wants and so can I, and we don't have to worry about each other anymore. Everybody is going to say you two are just going to get back together.... Right now we're not planning on it, but if it happens then it happens..... and in that case i guest we were ment ot be. So for right now I'm not look for anything serious, but I am looking for someone I can just have a good time with.

But like I said before I'm Superman. I never give up and I always have a smile on my face.